Merry Christmas with MAY and Co.

Yesterday noon at around 1530hrs, I met May at her house. She gave me a christmas gift, please see the pictures below. =)


(Towel with letter "M" on it. Stands for May. She wants me to remember whenever I bath. So sweet of her!)

(Paper bag with wordings "I LOVE YOU FOREVER".)

We went to Compass Point at Sengkang, she bought 2 Polo-Shirts for me. She said I look nice in Polo Tees.

In the evening, I had a gathering with my best friends together with May at AMK central. We had crabs, prawns, fish, pork, baby Kai Lan, deer meat and etc. Forgot to take some pictures. -_-"

Right after dinner, second round at my Dad's house at Kovan for red wine, turkey and cakes. It was until midnight, then we left my Dad's house. Finally, is time for our "Personal moment" at one of the park at Yishun. hehe..

It was an enjoyable night & this is the first time I had such a packed schedule for Christmas Eve! More to come next year! =)

19th Dec 2009 ****(Past, Present & Future)****

Quote of the day: "sometimes in life, you don't have much time to look back, but only to move forward without having much choices."

Right now, 3am in the morning I am writing this blog with mixed feelings. A few things had struck me today and came across my mind. Thinking of the past and present, thinking of the past HER and "special" one. Not only relationships, about all the important things that will be for the year 2010. Well, let's talk more about psychological factors of human first.

Human does have feelings, memories, regrets in things they had or had not done before. I admitted I am one of them too. So, please do something in life that you will not regret it for life!

I am not sure if she will be reading my current blog, but I only happened to know today that she had been reading my past blogs and updates. I thought she had already forgotten about me. Thank you so much Miss *d*in*, I really do appreciate that you still do care for me. I wish you all the best for everything!

Getting ahead is the thing that I need to do right now, saying and doing without any actions is meaningless. Improving, changing, upgrading myself is what I needed for year 2010. I am getting old, already 27 this year and yet, achieve nothing. I need another 6 more months for the first step and I hope is not too late. Another 5 more years to be stable? Gosh.. that will be around 33 years old.

As regards to planning for the future with the "special" one, I needed perhaps another 4 more years to settle down, can she wait for me?? This is the crucial part, I shall know it in time to come....

To be continued and updated in Dec 2010......

BlackBerry Bold 9700 - The ideal phone!

The attached video is cool!

Initially I had opted for Iphone, however the battery life was not that fantastic.
I needed a phone with great battery life, BlackBerry Bold 9700 will be the one for me.Push email techonology was fantastic, camera was better than Iphone, the only downside was the broswer by BlackBerry. Plans had been announced by the company to upgrade the browser software to make it more competitive with other major contenders. Looking forward to that.

17th Dec 2009 - Recovering well and preparation for small party.

I had been at home for the past two days, closed behind doors, resting at home and did not feel like doing anything. But there was a need to see the "special one". She came yesterday to visit me and check my condition. It was really wonderful to have someone who care for you. So far, I felt that the time was never enough whenever she was besides me. However, this whole month, the time to spend together would be greatly reduced because she had some committments. Hopefully she will "feel" more for me so that she will be SURE of me.

Currently, I am idling at home, writing this blog and chatting on msn. Another three hours to go for the christmas party at 1930hrs organized by Adventis School of Management. I hope it will be an enjoyable one... hehe.. Time to go out after a few days at home.

14th Dec 2009

Wanted to start a new schedule but the accident was in the way. However, I will start tomorrow. I spent the whole day from 0903hrs to 1800hrs going to Polyclinic and TTSH hospital for consultation and X-rays.

I hope this will be the last time for me. I had enough. New life will start soon! Today May brought me some cookies that she made yesterday, going to eat soon. So hungry!

I want to recover fast!!

12th Dec 2009

Having an accident was really bad. So traumatized after that incident. My arm was aching every now and then for a few days and minor headache off and on too. I need to do something on Monday.

This year was a really a bad year for me, I need to go temple and pray. Feel so bad towards May also, I hope she will recover fast.

The best thing was my mum found out that I had a wound on my hand this morning and interrogated me. I hope all these things would come to an end soon.

I want to spend my Christmas happily.

9th Dec 2009

I had drawn out a time table for this week. I will do my best to follow my schedule. If you do not have planning, you are planning to fail. =)

Love
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I received a sms from May just now and I told her I was sorry for all the things that had happened today. She told me not to feel bad because no one would want this to happen.

"Treat it as god was testing if we could go through thick and thin together. In reality, sometime bad incidents do happen and if you always enjoy easy and happy life, you never face true meaning", she said. She told me not to worry for her, she would be fine after sometime. So touched to hear that.

Friends
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I was glad that I had quite a number of friends who cared for me. So touched. Mr GRS helped me to take my bike from Sembanwang and back to my house! Thanks brother! Serena called this afternoon and offered a lift to help me too! Bee Lian was involved too! Other friends on facebook too! Thanks everyone!

Events
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Another important event today. My mum's birthday! Need to do some planning and see how it goes!

Is time to sleep. Tomorrow will be a better day!

8th Dec 2009

It all started from 0745hrs in the morning. I went to fetch May at her house to NYP. Along the way from Sembanwang to Yishun, there was a sharp bend, that was where we met the accident. I lost control of the bike and flew off to the roadside, I was semi-unconscious after I was off from the bike.

All I remember was, I kept calling May and asked how she was when I was lying on the road with my eyes closed. I couldn't open my eyes at all. I was so worried for her even at that point of time. Nothing but her in my mind. I was unconscious after a few moments and I could not remember what happened thereafter.

The next moment when I woke up, I saw a man helping me up and May was standing besides me. At that instant, to my surprise I could not remember why I was there! I asked May a lot of questions, why were we there and so many etc...

May knew something was wrong and brought me to the nearest clinic with my injured hands and legs. My right hand was quite badly injured, I couldn't even lift up my arm. Right knee with bruises which I had to take a small step at a time to walk.

I felt so guilty towards May because she was slightly injured too. She was the innocent party. I am so sorry May. I wished all the injuries were on my instead of her.

Right now, I was writing this blog with slight headache and injured hand, she was still on my mind. I was wondering if she was okie. I just called her and checked on her to make sure she was fine. She told me she was very afraid of pain and this was the first time she injured her face. She was so worried that her face would not recover. I consoled her, she told me not to worry and asked me to take care instead. But I know inside her heart, she was extremely traumatized by the accident.

My heart was so painful when I heard that, but I could not do anything.. what shall I do? I can not even protect the one I love. I must be more careful next time.

All my plans for the week were gone, I need to rest for a few days to recover.

7th Dec 2009 Thoughts & thoughts..

After a few weeks, I had started to swim again today. The weather was not that fantastic, but I still managed to swim 30 laps today. During the interval, I was thinking of a lot of things. My future, my love life, and many etc..

Some actions need to be done soon. It will start from tomorrow 0730hrs. I will make it a habit to plan my schedule starting from tomorrow.

8th Dec 2009
0730hrs - 0930hrs
-Breakfast
-fetch May to school.
-Register NYP membership for the usage of gym and swimming pool.
1000-1200hrs
-Study Finance Textbook
1200-1230hrs
-Lunch
1300hrs - 1500hrs
-Prospecting
1500hrs - 1900hrs
-Swimming at either Serangoon, Yio Chu Kang or NYP swimming pool
-Fetch May from School
-own personal time.
1900hrs - 2200hrs
Sourcing for clients

This is the schedule for now. I need to plan for the whole week and I need to follow it.

5th Dec 2009 at Seletar Reservoir

I spent the whole day doing my personal stuffs until evening. I met May at around 1810hrs, waited below her block for her. She was carrying a bag with her, I was wondering why she did that? Hmm...

We went to our "usual" place and sat down there facing the nice scenary. She took out a few boxes, I had expected that it was my dinner.

Though I already knew it, but I'm very touched! She cooked and did all these for me. So nice of her! We spent our "own personal" time together for the next few hours. We chatted and knew more things about her. I told myself I would give her the best and try not to hurt her. She seems strong on the outside, but she is weak inside.

MayMay, I will do my best for you and will not make you tear for me... =)

Appointment at Pinewood Garden

I have an appointment at 4pm at Bamoral road to view a condo. Guess it will be nice. hehe..

3th Dec 2009 (I guess She is the one)

Time passed so fast today. I was sourcing for property in the morning. @ around 2pm, I went to Funnan IT Mall to service my external hardisk (seagate), I am very poor in direction and it took me nearly an hour to find my destination. Gosh... I need to be better in this area.

Subsequently, Upper Serangoon Shopping Center was the next one. Collected my stuff, rushed home and went to meet May at NYP. She suggested Chicken Rice near Noven Square, and I ride her there with my R15. Rain started to pour in the midst of the journey, luckily it was not that heavy. We were slightly drenched when we reached.

We sat down for a short chat and made our order. The chicken rice was good, but too bad I could not remember the name of the stall. I will go there again for sure and it was worth the effort to travel there just for the taste of it. keke.. I am not sure it tasted good because she was there with me? =S

We went to Novena Square to shop as the rain had not stopped. We were talking about ice skating yesterday night, and guess what we saw? Ice skating indoor at the Novena Square Atrium! ahaha.. sometimes you really have to believe in fate. I took a first photo of her today. So happy...


(taken at Burger King, it was her smile which melted my heart!)

Our last stop was seletar reservoir and It was the place where I told her everything. We were back there again tonight! Everything was so perfect tonight, the sky, stars and full moon! haha.. Breezy wind and I held her hands tight and kept her warm. I love the feeling and wished the time would stay there.

To love a person is to accept the person who he/she is and not to change him/her to another person. If you cannot accept the person, then leave her. Changing a person to your own preference is wrong. All these were from past experience.

All I could say now was that I could accept her character and everything. She said that she needed a guy who could tolerate her behaviour and character. I guess I am the one! I am not tolerating her but I like her character.

=)I feel was so sweet whenever I am with her. I will make her happy in the best possible way I could. She will be my last one if she gives me the chance. haha.. I cannot imagine what she will think if she reads my blog. (she does not have the url. =p)

I need time for everything.

I have been meeting her recently and had made some progress. I guess she is starting to feel something and I have to keep it up. Sometimes, I even start to imagine with my long future with her. Gosh... Don't know what is wrong with me... think too much I guess.

It was 0938hrs now, I have to start working and source for some income for Christmas.