Saturday, December 19, 2009

19th Dec 2009 ****(Past, Present & Future)****

Quote of the day: "sometimes in life, you don't have much time to look back, but only to move forward without having much choices."

Right now, 3am in the morning I am writing this blog with mixed feelings. A few things had struck me today and came across my mind. Thinking of the past and present, thinking of the past HER and "special" one. Not only relationships, about all the important things that will be for the year 2010. Well, let's talk more about psychological factors of human first.

Human does have feelings, memories, regrets in things they had or had not done before. I admitted I am one of them too. So, please do something in life that you will not regret it for life!

I am not sure if she will be reading my current blog, but I only happened to know today that she had been reading my past blogs and updates. I thought she had already forgotten about me. Thank you so much Miss *d*in*, I really do appreciate that you still do care for me. I wish you all the best for everything!

Getting ahead is the thing that I need to do right now, saying and doing without any actions is meaningless. Improving, changing, upgrading myself is what I needed for year 2010. I am getting old, already 27 this year and yet, achieve nothing. I need another 6 more months for the first step and I hope is not too late. Another 5 more years to be stable? Gosh.. that will be around 33 years old.

As regards to planning for the future with the "special" one, I needed perhaps another 4 more years to settle down, can she wait for me?? This is the crucial part, I shall know it in time to come....

To be continued and updated in Dec 2010......

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