My New LOVE begins!

28th Nov 2009 @ 2015hrs, I met my "special" one outside Yio Chu Kang MRT for a date. We went to Serangoon Garden, CHOMP CHOMP for my dinner and ice cream. We went to ICE restaurant but was utterly disappointed with the quality and standard of the ice cream we had ordered. MAY ordered peach shelbet and I ordered Rainbow sundae.

We proceed to East Coast Park thereafter. We started to talk about us. I tried very hard to convince her that I am very sure about her. It all started around 2200hrs plus, until 0000hrs. She was still unsure and was cracking her head to think of her feelings towards me. I suggested for a change of environment and proceed to Explanade and gave her a break.

@ round 0200hrs, I continued to persist for an answer from her right in front of the river of Explanade. She was adorable, innocent, real, and with a strong character like me. She was also the most difficult girl that I had tried to convince her to be my girl friend till date. Though I love challenge but this is too much for me to take.

After 5 hours of persistency, She FINALLY agreed to give me a chance, but I was under probation for 8 months I couldn't care less and agreed because I am very sure she is the girl for me. I just LOVE her with all my heart. I am able to accept any conditions that she requested.

Life is good again after leading a single life for more than two and a half years, I need love and I have finally found my LOVE again!! =)

Looking forward to a new chapter of my life!

28th Nov 2009

It was 2am in the morning, I was here writing this blog. It was only 2 days, a lot of things had happened. I had a chat with her till almost 3am in the morning the previous night. She told me one funny thing and she herself also cound't understand why was she talking to me at that point of time? She need someone to "Open" her heart to the door with LOVE? She don't think too much, feel too much and eat too much. What a special one!

When I first met her, she had a nice, neat and short hair cut. I believe that if a girl can charm me even with her short haircut, there must be something special about her. She sent me a few photos of her having long curly hair. Oh god!! She was so attractive, stunning and sexy. Those photos were taken during her D & D. However, she told me to delete after looking at them. I did as told. Of course, I was sad about it. Knowing i was sad, she sent me another photo via email.

"Hey...., I know you are angry. I really do't want you to keep those photo. They are really not nice. I just let you see how do I look like with long hair. Sorry! .
You can keep those if you want to.", she said in her email.

So sweet! I like this photo. I am going to meet her tomorrow night. She said she was going to tell me something. I hope is good news! Is all about her these few weeks!

25th Nov 2009

I had problems sleeping yesterday night. My mind just couldn't rest properly... was it because of the caffine I had the previous night? Put this aside, let me continue about HER.

Today I told her my feelings for her at seletar around 2030hrs. It was a rather long conversation before I can find an opportunity to talk to her. It was the most difficult phrase to say out when you really love the person.

It took me around one hour plus before I could tell her. Her first reaction was, "are you really sure abt me?" I said, "yes, of course! After thinking for several days, this is my decision. I don't make decision implusively". I told her how I felt about her when we first met till now. But along from the start, she was always talking about herself, I was always the one very keen to find out more about her. Maybe that's the reason she said she was unsure about me. Because she hardly knows me and she told me she needed time to think. I am speechless for a few seconds but I continue to talk as if nothing had happened. Right inside, I was feeling a bit moody already.

I failed to convince her after several attempts. I sent her home after that. Though disappointed, at least I told her how I feel.

She said she would meet me again to talk about this again. I hope I can succeed the next time!Judgement day begins!! Time to zzzzzz...

Life is bright again even though nothing much has happened.

After numerous thoughts and reflections, I decided a way out. Sometimes, it took just one second to see a person. I need financial assistance now, will be very grateful to those who are willing to help. Though this is not a charity. lolx..

"When you are in trouble then you will know who are the good ones around." This statement is so so true.

But, I do not want to look back anymore ever since that day I packed my room for a change. Now, I choose to be cheerful and happy. Though things doesn't appear that well enough currently, I believe things will turn out better if i try hard enough. My sister told me do not just think, do it. "Okie, I'll do it", I said.

Right now, I am looking forward to a date tomorrow. I do not want to think of other things now. Just want to enjoy tomorrow. Live in the present and not in the past.

Hopefully it doesn't rain later in the afternoon, I am catching a movie with the "Special" one tomorrow at either AMK or Bishan cinema. keke.. "2012" is the title.

I need Lots Lots of LOVE now to keep me going...
=) I hope there are still some rays of light in my love life.

Time to ZZzzzZZzzzzzz......

20th Nov 2009

I couldn't sleep the whole night and was pondering for a few hours. Kept thinking of my own personal problems and "HER". Couldn't explain how did she come into the picture also.

I resolved to pack my room and take the first step for a change.
Schedule for the day shown below:

Plans for the day
1100hrs - 1730hrs
Project for Corporate Finance
Venue: Most Likely NYP.

1900hrs - 2100hrs
Updating of my contacts/network

2230hrs - 0900hrs
Resting time/Idling

Time to catch some sleep now. STOP THINKING PLEASE!!

What is life all about?

Had been thinking for the past few days, what is wrong? I was sitting under my block, reflecting alone 2am in the morning. Life is about $ or love? $ is really that important? Why are friends sometimes better than my closer ones? Couldn't understand...


$ really can make them feel so important? They can bring the god damn cash into their coffin when they die? Totally pissed off with their behaviour sometimes. Irritating.

Right now, I will do what is needed. My brother told me something today. Action speaks louder than words, I will follow his advice. Life will not change by not doing anything and complaining all the time.

Everyone seems to tell me something lately, is time to stand up again and not fall deep into the swamp and stuck there just because of a silly mistake.

Tomorrow will be a brighter day!

Blog on 17th Nov 2009

Today I met her again. Though I feel very down, but Seeing her makes me happy. She is so cheerful, innocent and cute.

She almost met an accident yesterday, I was so worried after reading her sms yesterday night. I initiated to fetch her to school and thank God she did not reject me. I feel dangerous and worried for her whenever she was riding. I also want to see her too!

I woke up as early as 0530hrs today because I couldn't rest well at all. Too many things on my mind & I don't know when will all these things vanish and disappear.

I went to bath and reached her block 7am sharp. I was sitting on the bench at the void deck and reflecting all the things I did in the past. But even now, I still could not get an answer. I guess right from the start to now, I took the wrong path. So disappointed with myself. I really need to do something soon..

For now, the best thing currently is to see her smile everyday..........

Assignments and exams coming this weekend. (13-15 Nov 2009)

Assignments, exams... I couldn't understand why timeline for all these are so short.... I need more time. I had been studying continuously for a few days already.

Actually, I need a lot of things currently. I need Love, $$, Certifications... Nobody can understand the situation I am in currently. Perhaps, that is the reason I am still single. Too demanding.

Unlucky or Blessing?

Yesterday around 5pm, I met an accident on the way to Sembanwang's Motorbike workshop at Northlink. It was at the sharp filter lane to the left that I skidded and flew towards the other lane of the oncoming traffic. I had injuries on both palms, left elbow and left knee. It was raining, I should have known that I need to slow down when approaching such bends. Sigh.. Luckily, I had another friend with me on the way, but she was on her own bike just behind me. Thank God, I am the only one who got injured.

Without going into further details, I went to a nearby cafteria and rest. My friend went to a nearby pharmacy and bought the necessary medical aid and attend to me. She was like a professional nurse at that point of time (actually she was). I was so touched by her actions. Really touched. I wouldn't know what I can do if she was not there. I was rather helpless at that instance.

When she was doing the dressing for my wounds, I was a bit happy at that time. I was not sure too, maybe because she was another special one.

The best part was, at that juncture, there were two uncles looking from the start of the dressing she did for me to the end. I guessed they must be imagining that they wished they were the one who was injured instead. hehe.. I had a professional nurse besides me. So funny!

Right now, 1 am in the midnight, I am writing the blog with pain all over my arms and legs. How I wish she could attend to me again...