Thursday, November 26, 2009

25th Nov 2009

I had problems sleeping yesterday night. My mind just couldn't rest properly... was it because of the caffine I had the previous night? Put this aside, let me continue about HER.

Today I told her my feelings for her at seletar around 2030hrs. It was a rather long conversation before I can find an opportunity to talk to her. It was the most difficult phrase to say out when you really love the person.

It took me around one hour plus before I could tell her. Her first reaction was, "are you really sure abt me?" I said, "yes, of course! After thinking for several days, this is my decision. I don't make decision implusively". I told her how I felt about her when we first met till now. But along from the start, she was always talking about herself, I was always the one very keen to find out more about her. Maybe that's the reason she said she was unsure about me. Because she hardly knows me and she told me she needed time to think. I am speechless for a few seconds but I continue to talk as if nothing had happened. Right inside, I was feeling a bit moody already.

I failed to convince her after several attempts. I sent her home after that. Though disappointed, at least I told her how I feel.

She said she would meet me again to talk about this again. I hope I can succeed the next time!Judgement day begins!! Time to zzzzzz...

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