Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Blog on 17th Nov 2009

Today I met her again. Though I feel very down, but Seeing her makes me happy. She is so cheerful, innocent and cute.

She almost met an accident yesterday, I was so worried after reading her sms yesterday night. I initiated to fetch her to school and thank God she did not reject me. I feel dangerous and worried for her whenever she was riding. I also want to see her too!

I woke up as early as 0530hrs today because I couldn't rest well at all. Too many things on my mind & I don't know when will all these things vanish and disappear.

I went to bath and reached her block 7am sharp. I was sitting on the bench at the void deck and reflecting all the things I did in the past. But even now, I still could not get an answer. I guess right from the start to now, I took the wrong path. So disappointed with myself. I really need to do something soon..

For now, the best thing currently is to see her smile everyday..........

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